Friday, March 12, 2010

Major Confusion

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I am writing because there has been some confusion around Dragonfly.

It was wrongfully deduced that I asked him to get involved in my misfortune. I never bartered my feelings or marriage in exchange for his favors in Court. I am not the type of person to take advantage of someone's assumed feelings for me.

It also seems that he has trouble understanding my story. Maybe it is because I was too upset to express my position in a rational way. The story is made of 2 parts that are really hardly connected. The first part is the sentimental piece and involves the interaction with the Libra man and the second part is the legal piece. The most traumatic piece for me was the emotional part which involved around the bad behaviour: the abandonment, the betrayal and the false assumptions as well as the mischief.

The legal piece in fact should have never existed (legally speaking). The Dijols rat placed an RO that had NO legal grounds.. and that can be easily proved.. The rat broke the law so many times: - he charged me with a violation when I have never been served for it; he held a hearing in court with a lawyer that knew nothing of the case; he refused to recuse himself 2 times, he forged evidence, he refused to listen to 2 professional valuations. Now if this illegality would not have happened then all the " followup cases" would not even exist because there was nothing illegal in them to make them an illegality on itself. Technically speaking without "madeup case 1" followup cases would have never existed. Moreover we have a series of rat illegalities committed against me for which I have no cases filed.

Trinity must understand their pursuit of me is useless. They should be concerned with the rats inside Trinity NOT with me.

My love life should have nothing to do with the legal misfortune. I see them as completly separate.. Why Trinity does not understand that the relationship issue was a traumatic problem for me on itself without the legal aspect? I do not understand the Trinity involvement in the romantic problem, since there is nothing illegal in that problem.

At this time I am trying to address my love life and nothing else. Therefore I want to "resolve" the Libra man issue- the romantic piece (not the legal aspect) without Trinity involvement.
Ps-
I really hope that Mr. Wickham is working towards becoming Mr. Tilney.

and I am still trying to understand the Ellena/ Vivaldi relationship.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Multiple Mr Darcys

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Yesterday I posted a reading regarding 3 love choices. It was decided that Mr Wickham was not a Mr Darcy as I intially mistaken.. that raised the question who is Mr Darcy?

The only left answer is that Mr Mystery man (I love it! just like in a romantic ghotic novel) was in fact Mr Darcy.

Also yesterday it was determined that I was closer to Lydia's situation- being seduced by a man that had no intention to commit. Unlike her there was no Mr Darcy to save me, and we can only imagine what she would have done, if Mr Wickham were to abandon her.

Today I got an entire 'Darcy team' claiming to be Darcy, "dark and tall", etc.. connected to British Arab, Turkish and Albanian communities..

I must dissapoint your efforts to mislead me, because I happen to know that my Mr Darcy is not dark or an arab, but an American. I know a lot more about him than you do, apparently.

He also referrs to the 'Darcy team' that tries to make me an international terrorist now as the "Trinity Rats" and he is very well aware of you.

Also Lydia is not a rebellious poney size 17-18.. I hope you did not buy me anything because it won't fit me as I am only a size 10-12. I am not rebellious or ill tempered I just can't stand rats!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Love Reading

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I have been giving readings for so many people, but I never posted a reading about myself.

That is because I was so far from thinking anything close to romance or dating for a year now. The past events over the last 2 years have been too dramatic for me made me LOVE ADVERSE. That is unusual because I spent all my 20s and half my 30s looking for the PERFECT match/ love/ marriage.

I do not think I will ever look back at love the way I used to. That being said I am going to post a reading asking who is the best fit for me out of three contenders:

1. king of Wands- my husband
2. king of Swords - Mr. Wickham
3. king of Coins - Mr. Mystery Man/ Dragonfly


Here are the positives for each of them:

1. around him I become a domestic diva, he loves our son, pleasant company;
2. strong attraction, love tested by time, around him I look my best;
3. took most time and made the best effort to know me, very passionate, well read and spoken, knows me best, around him I would probably achieve most/ be my best;

and some negatives..

1. unable to protect me and the baby or to sustain a family;
2. the problem I still have is forgiving him; very undecided- aways one step fwd, and 2 backwds;
3. I never seen him, not sure if there will be a physical attraction and I do not like his profession.


The cards I got for each of them are as follows:

1. King of Wands- 9 of Cups (but reversed)
2. King of Swords- 2 of Cups (also reversed)
3. King of Coins- Knight of Wands (upright)

The card interpretation comes closely in favor of Dragonfly. The other two each having good cards but in a reversed position.. and I think I know the reason why is so.

I have learned to no longer speak my heart or thoughts so I will keep for myself what I think of this reading. However, if anyone wants to jump in with comments is welcome to do so.

It also make my decision easier if each will try to answer some of my questions.


For King of Wands I already asked my questions.. and I did receive an answer;

Questions for King of Swords:

1. If I will pick you will you accept me without re-inventing myself?
(As you know I always tried to match you- can you try to match me too?
I am willing to make the changes that you want, but I do not want to be alone while working at it.. I want your motivation and support);
2. Will you be willing to cut your sports activities time in exchange for more time with me?
3. Do you think you will be able to overcome your constant need of search for new relationships?
4. Can Mr. Wickham turn into a Mr. Tilney?

Questions for King of Coins:

1. can you make yourself more "visible" to me?
2. if in my past I have not been an immature Elizabeth, but closer to a Lydia can you accept me like this?
3. If your daughter will not like me how will he handle it?
4. Can you help undo the Florida misfortune?


Ok.. I am looking for all advice and feedback I can get.

Thanks.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Tarot & Astrology Investment Club

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Hi Everyone :)

I have a surprise for you- I am starting a NEW tarot & astrology investment club..

What does it mean?

It will be a site a social network or a blog where club members will share their wealth from advertising on the site plus the monthly membership fees. The cllub members will also become the owners and managers of the site.

We will have 2 type of members: contribuitory/ active members and passive members.
The passive members will have higher monthly membership fees.

For an easier understanding of the club cash flow please look below.


Incoming Funds:
1. money from advertsing on the site and from Affiliate Programs
2. member contributions

Outgoing Funds:
1. lump-sum distribution by Lottery- on monthly basis (40-50% of total income)
2. Club operation, management and development fees (20% of the income)
(this will include: website development, IT support, funds management fee, advertising for ourselves, etc)
3. Semi-annual "Dividend" distributions (30% of total income);

There are a lot of details to be established.. but most of it will be done by voting.

What everyone has to understand whether they have business knowledge or not is the power of NUMBERS...

We can raise our fortune out of pennies... like a charity model.

100 members at $5 membership/mo = $ 500
1000 members at $5membership/mo = $ 5,000
10000 members at $5 membership/mo = $50,000

Also the more members we attract the more advertising we will get.. and thus enlarge our income.

At this momemt I am looking for members that will be willing to put some effort into building our site - write some articles answer tarot questions, etc. and recruit more members.

Please reply with feedback in private or under this thread.

Thank you,
Namaste.


Sunday, February 21, 2010

The World- The END

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The World- is the last card in the Major Arcana suit. It also represents chakra 1 or base chakra.
With this card everything comes to completion. That means we have an end of a cycle. As everything ENDS something new begins and that involves change. Even though this card is mainly positive, when on upright position, for me is very nostalgic because of the change element and the old being replaced with the new. It is a difficult card for those that are having problems letting go of the past.

Sentimental Advice

The World announces the beginning of a new phase of the relationship. If you are dating casual it could mean you are going to move to a more official phase with the World straight up. By contrary, with a reversal your relationship will move a step back or even break up entirely. Either way you are very close to completion and there will be change.

Fate

Future perspective looks bright- good times ahead. Target will be reached, goals will be attained.

Solution

The World is considered by some the best card in the major arcana, therefore it will help you a lot in solving any problems you may have. Even in a bad situation such as a break up it will give you closure, it will place you at the right time, at the right place.

In Business

The World is represented by Virgo- so do not expect a downfall. Virgo in business is about work and attention to detail. Please do make the effort to read the fine print, your attention is needed and can pay off.

Reversal

The World reversed means your world is upside down. Even though things are not working as planned, everything still comes to completion. It may not be what you have expected, but there is still an Ending.

Meditation
What is really my place in the picture?
Will they come to realize that I am a victim of circumstances?
Will Justice be served and the Truth will come out?
Will the Story be told correctly- and the accusers will be unmasked for what they really are?

Each of us has an ending we are waiting for. Mine despite what others see as settled has not come yet. I wish some people will come to understand that until some Reversal of the misjudgments that have been made is being done there is NO ENDING/ NO Completion. In my support I have 'an army of people' that are ready to protect me because they believe in me. A new settlement is expected, if you desire completion. I honestly do not think you will be listening as you have not done it in the past either. This is just a REMINDER that if you want completion you will need to make changes.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

The Judgment- card XX- Renewal

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Judgment is the card that comes out when there is an 'aha' moment. We all had times when we were prejudiced against someone. The Judgment card shows up to illuminate us. In Jane Austen's Pride & Prejudice the Judgment can be illustrated in the letter of explanation from Mr Darcy as a response to Elizabeth's refusal to his marriage proposal. In short, the judgment is s reflection on past events, where a change of direction from original thought occuris.

Sentimental Advice-

If you have misjudged someone in a past relationship, now is the time to review your old reasons. I have done this myself only to realize that perhaps I have been wrong when I accused someone of cheating on me at a very early stage of a fresh relationship. It turned up it was not even considered a relationship at all- not by both sides anyway. Looking back I concluded that it was not a relationship at first, but it turned into one when my feelings grew stronger as time went by. The advice here is to review your past and learn from it. I hope that he will do his own reflection on the past and come to see some of his mistakes. Afterall an admitted mistake is half forgived, and if it can be done in writing it may be completley erased.

Fate

Wake up- you will be facing a Renewal, an Awakening, a time of reflection. You need to stop and step back to be in the position to see things more clearly. Embrace your spiritual enlightment.

Solution

Expect something unexpected! Things will turn around for the better. Something you thought you have lost will re-appear, if you are ready to face your errors.

In Business

Judgment represents Capricorn and that means hard work, long hours, and financial discipline.
Money will come from work not gambling, not financial speculations. If you tend to overspend, Judgment is telling you to reorganize your financials and make a budget, save more. Live within your means or less!

Reversal

When judgment is reversed there is no improvement, you will continue to stay on the Wrong. There is no awakening! Failure will follow because of your misjudgment.

Meditation
  • Is there someone in my past I have wronged and now is the time admit it? (I m hoping someone from my past will come to admit his mistakes, reveal his feelings towards me and ask for my forgivness)
  • Is it too much vanity the cause of your misjudgment?