Tarot and Astrology Life Solutions

The Star= Aquarius= Technology

The Star is supposed to be about Hope. Unfortunately I can't share in the positive spirit as I received death threats. I said I will be publishing a book with my story. It seems that the Libra man took imitative and published one ahead of me. I am being compared with Salman Rushdie. I am surprised to see my story changed and viewed through the eyes of a demented person. I also thought that my Libra is weird, but now I am convinced that there is something really wrong with him.
To clarify some of the points in the imaginary story that it has been told about me:

1. I never said that I said that I met him in another life. I said that I wanted to know why I had the deja-vue feeling and I had my cards read. There, someone ELSE told me that she sees that I met him in another life, and this why I had that feeling. Did I actually believed her? Hard to say..
2. My idea of dating conflicts with his idea of dating. Do I think I had a relationship with him? The answer is NO. But I did date him because he did kiss me and we had intimacy. I am sorry that he does not seem to understand that until now.
3. I NEVER attempted any SUICIDE for him or anyone else. At the hospital were I was kidnapped I heard one of the people there saying that I am being kept for suicide attempt and that is how I also broke my arm. I was terrified because I realized at that very moment that I was dealing with criminals. I called another night psychiatrist and told her to take a look at my bandage and to see it was NOT new.. so it would have been impossible for me to attempt suicide
that day the way they lied. .. The same criminals switched my record with that of another woman that they beat up the same way I was and who was also seriously drugged and drunk.
The same psychiatrist discovered the switched records..but I do not wish to share the entire story here. I will write more at the right moment.

It is very hurtful to see that this man after everything he has done to me continues to say such lies about me. I am NOT sure if he really believes what he says or he just says this stuff to protect himself. Either way is so not gentleman behaviour!

The good news is that I can understand how he feels and thinks about me now. I do not need to ask more questions..or the cards.. It is a very painful discovery and I feel like I am no longer able to give any love advice to anyone. I do NOT belive in Love anymore..

Sentimental Advice
hard to say..

you are free to hope... and trust your heart! Your future is open to happyness.

Future/ Fate

Your lucky star will guide you and will bring HOPE for a HAPPY future.

Solution:

You are starting new. Follow your way towards unknown and be trustful that things will work out.

In Business:

The Star in business represents technology.. so it affects wires and any bank transations. A prosperous financial time is coming. In reversed situation expect the opposite.

Reversal:

The situation will turn into bad. No hope for things to improve!

Meditation:

1. Look at the stars... Just contemplate at the sky
2. Depends upon where you Aquarius is placed on your natal chart you can explore more

for ex. I have my Jupiter in Aquarius in House 6- that means that I will be successful with technology and I will use computers at my work;

..sorry I am soo sadden by the NEWS

The Devil=Capricorn=Saturn

Temperance= Sagittarius

I am going to continue with the Fool's Journey and ignore the "storm outside"(crazy search engine results, attacks on my credit card, other new unqualified writers trying their hand at Tarot "readings");

Temperance is about NEGOTIATION. I tried that before, but it failed. Perhaps I ran my negotiations with the wrong party. The only solution to End this madness, as I see it, is if the "irresponsible seducer" agrees to reverse his accusations. Maybe "the emperor" is willing to take a second look at the situation and makes some changes. I see his fatherly attempt to "educate" me and I appreciate that.

Sentimental Advice:

It is time to make up and make out with each other. Enjoy your time spent together. Try to show understanding.

Fate/ Fortune:

You will find the middle way. Just compromise and be reasonable.

Solution:

Solve the problem quietly. Try to find your solution through relaxation. If you are unable to relax you will not find your solution.

In Business:

It points at the necessity of cooperation in partnerships. In corporations is all about team work and getting along with co-workers. Remember, the power of many is always more than the power of one. Temperance reversed leads to bad management and disputes at work. For business owners signifies competing business interests.

As a Person:

represents inventors, cooks and craft persons. This person has one foot on land and another in the water- meaning he is diplomatic and will try to maintain peace at all costs. Because of this he will not take your side, even if he/she is your friend. Think Switzerland= neutral= all things moderation.

Reversal:

Temperance reversed is poor judgment, unbalanced emotions: passion extremes. Also there is an imbalance between your material and spiritual worlds.

Meditation:

1. What makes you loose your temper and/ or balance?
2. What makes you go to extremes?

Today I was supposed to talk about Temperance, but my computer is seriously malfunctioning. I have been attacked with more crazy arab pictures, stupid allegations and more harassment.
I know I have friends and not only these enemies.. but you know what they say: hate is always a stronger feeling than love!


Just to be brief-
1. I had PTSD in 2007 not in 2008.. for the freaks that made stupid referrals to Pictures on Facebook. I am not a Facebook fan and I had a profile that I did not really attend to. To describe happy from a picture is absurd.. what about the terrorized days?
2. I DO NOT date MARRIED MEN!!.. Hello??? I only had one encounter with one guy that:
a) never told me he was married;
b) was much younger than his wife;
c) was already in the process of separation that had nothing to do with me;
d) very soon after I met him got a divorce;
e) I was Not married at the time I met him.
f) he came after me as soon as he got the divorce but I was already in a relationship with my boyfriend (now husband) and I was no longer willing to give it a try.
3. I do NOT do readings in Bars.. and I am not a bar person. If you knew anything about readings you would know you need a quiet place for that;
4. Stop quoting text from my "old" emails because you take things out of context. I said a lot of things in there in an effort to get some feeling out of a very cold person.
5. I am not cheating.. and I am not a cheater: 80% of the time I want to be married and 20% I do do not.
6. I received a bunch of advices.. on my relationtionship with libra and or other people. Thank you for your concern- but I am not waiting on any Libra and I really could not care less if he is with another insect or not. I wish I could understand why is everyone not seeing what this is really all about? Let me repeat: it is about FAKE accusations, it is about his Political Crazyness, it is about the FL Jewish Police SET UPs, it is about my fight to get the RO dismissed and my life back to where it was before these criminals stole it from me.
7. I want to give a message from Bella to Edward:
"Bella is still fond of Edward and wishes to have stayed friends. She never imagine that she had to go in the position to defend her feelings for him. She loves him and she in fact does not want to fight him, but things went too far. She wants to ask Edward to stop playing victim when in fact he is the essence of all of her problems. He is the only one she does not want to go against. She had enough of getting blamed for everything while he is still NOT aware of his BIG ERRORS. She thinks if were only two of them, and no other people were involved, she would restore peace, because even now she does not hold that much resent towards him."

Assuming my browser will be restored to normal and will no longer point to Bianca Escort and other invented absurd destinations.. I will resume tomorrow.

Death=Scorpio=Pluto

Hanged Man= Sacrifice= Neptune

Justice= Card 11 or 8

The Hermit is about Internal Peace and Solitude.

Strength= Leo= Courage and Endurance

With the Chariot we have victory after strife, after hard work; Recovery from illness, moving or travel plans even a new car.

The Hierophant= Taurus=Venus

(message to my dragonfly..aka Doug.H)
The Magician=Mercury= 6th Chakra/ 3rd Eye

Advice:
(regarding sentimental issues)

Everything depends on your will to be in control of your personal life. Take the initiative! Now is the time to get in charge of your sentimental life. Maybe someone from your past is still trying to get in touch with you, indirectly. It is not an illusion there is still a bond. You need to make a move forward.

Future/ Fortune:
You will solve tomorrow what is a problem TODAY. There are new opportunities!

Solution:
Do not give up! You tried before to reconnect before but it failed (" The Lost Paradise" by Milton: "sky is the limit".., The ebooks, the Eligible Greeks.. etc)
Persist until you make it! The solution will require your use of intellect and creative abilities.

In Finance/Business:
Magician is very important because it points at being very careful on your business transactions. Things may not be as they appear!! Please verify the fine print in contracts, read all the instructions and do ask all the right questions before closing a deal. There is a good chance for trickery and deception. Always remember they are right: "if it sounds too good to be true, it means is NOT true!"

Reversal:

When this card is reversed- it could mean you are being set up. Without the correct knowledge and tools nothing can come out right. Everything will be at loss...

Meditation:

1. How do I re-open the communication?
   
2. What areas do I need to work on?
3. When do I need to take action or the initiative?

A good place to start is by answering this post. Other channels are posting on other threads such as Tarot.com
But remember: use your creativity!

Introduction:

The Tarot Deck I will use for illustration is the Crowley Tarot, because I feel the deepest connection with the cards through this Deck. However any other deck will work for you, so please feel free to choose any deck you like for your own practice.
I do not wish to repeat what you can read in other books. I will write my own explanation and interpretation of this card. Then I will give you an exercise to practice on.. Tarot is not something you can learn like any other subject because it is NOT science. Just because you know the meaning of this card it does not mean you will be able to read Tarot cards.
However, I will give you enough information to find within yourself if you are gifted enough to work with the cards. At the end, you will be able to conclude for yourself if the Tarot Cards will "speak" back to you or not. Do not get discouraged when your energy does not merge with the Cards energy - you can always ask for help from a Tarot reader that can connect and relay back to you the Tarot messages.

The Fool= Card " ZERO"-Scorpio-Chakra 7
Explanation & Meditation:

Advice:

When it comes to the matters of the heart it means a new beginning. So feel free to let yourself go and experiment whatever will happen, as long as you will enjoy it.
Meaning do let yourself go to have a little more fun then usually.. but do so ONLY if it brings you JOY; It is also a warning not to make superficial choices.

Future/ Fortune:
The fortune is telling you that everything is open now to new possibilities and things are a bit chaotic; There is always the risk to have to start everything all over again.

Solution:

When the Fool is in a position that will answer the solution to a problem it will mean that the solution will come by chance to you. You will need to be spontaneous to solve the problem.
Even curiosity may be helpful in this context- meaning if you have a hunch about something go ahead and explore what you think it is.. you will be NOT be noisy you may stumble on a solution to your problem;

Physical Attributes:

The Fool - when it describes a person it will be someone open-minded, innocent, eager to learn, young or just a bit childish.

In Finance/Business:

In a business reading the fool will represent a risky enterprise. It will be a good time for financial speculation. If you have a good feeling about an investment go head and take that risk! Of course you should try to still be calculated on all your financial moves, but do take a little MORE risk then you usually would.
Unless the Fool is in reversed position-In that position it will mean that some business losses will occur/ some bad investments have been made.

Reversal-
When the Fool is reversed all things are falling apart- "bad choices" have been made;

Meditation/ Exercise- The Fool= The Beggar=The Traveler
You will need to ask yourself the following questions:

1. When was the last time you played, did something fun yet silly?
2. How ready are you to experiment new things?